I tend to consistently find that February is the trickiest month when it comes to writing. Technically, this is my fault for how I structure my writing system: I set a year goal, divide the work up evenly between the months, then adjust par as I go on. Each month ends up with a share of the work, which I then input into my trusty Excel spreadsheet and let it tell me how much I have to write each day of the month to meet that goal.
I think it’s pretty easy to see how that makes February tricky: it’s the month with the least amount of days, thus each day has more work. Anyone who’s ever done a June or July Camp NaNoWriMo has likely noticed how the usual 50,000 par per day switches from 1667 words to 1613 – a small change, but enough to make a difference on those days where it’s hard to scrape out works. Putting the 50k into the twenty-eight day par for February instead bumps the daily par up to 1786 words.
While this level of chance is tricky yet not impossible, higher word count goals just mean you need more words per day. With my brilliant plan to write 130k words for February, I had a hefty daily par of 4643 words per day – an increase from my January daily par of 4226 words (and even then my monthly goal for then was 131k, somewhat higher). It just goes to show how the loss of a few days really adds up.
Of course, this is the fault of none other than my stupid system for writing, so I should know that I suffer in the early months, which will ultimately add up to make the rest of the year simpler. Thankfully, I was able to keep up on my writing goals, as you can see below.
This month I did have a few days where I fell short of the daily par, but those are because I’m trying to give myself more leeway and rest time, because my self-care priorities are terrible. I didn’t force myself to give up sleep or go overboard just because I hadn’t hit words, trusting myself to have enough of a buffer to reach the month total. The last day of the month was an excellent example, since I had already hit the 130k and just did some work so I could keep up my writing streak.
I found that I was also pretty damn productive this past month. I mentioned previously that I was working on some monthly writing goals with both fanfiction and original project revisions. I’ve officially caught up with the to the date goals for revising This Broken Eternity (which only has a little bit left on this draft). I also made it through the fanfiction drafting goals I had lined up for January, with still some gaps in the February lists. But it’s all good, really.
I did end up prioritizing revising a bit more this month because it’s a bit easier for me to get 2k or so words done in revision than it is to draft out all new content, but I’m happy that I’ve caught up on that line of goals! On the fanfiction side, I honestly was mostly at work on Image Training and Tilling Soil (and I still have some TS to go), but these fics have longer chapters, and I’m proud of the work and planning I did get done.
Because I got a little bit backed up on the fanfiction side, I’m probably going to have some gaps in the updating rotation schedule I’ve been trying. Fics like Catharsis and Reliability don’t actually have their next updates ready yet, even though they would technically fall into March by following the “update everything in order” pattern I’ve had so far. Even so, I’ve decided not to stress myself out by rushing to get those chapters out, and they’ll instead come when their next shot in the update rotation comes around. I’m a bit sad since I know those two projects are popular works and there’s that part of me that likes to see the numbers go up on my view counts, but I’m okay with waiting so I can produce a quality product.
Freelance work is also a big part of my writing count, so that’s a big contributor to what’s going down in my numbers. Sometimes it feels like my work is consuming me, but, once again, I think that’s a big part of my “what is self care and slowing down?” issue. I promise I’m working on it.
Looking forward to this next month, I’ve managed to write enough extra that I can once more peg down my monthly par a bit to 129k! That makes my daily par 4161 words, for which I’m so relieved to see such a manageable number. Is it still sizable? Yes, but it’s not 4.6k every day. I’m hoping that, as with previous years, the work I put down in March and April will really start to make extra progress, then we’ll start to see some relaxation in monthly pars over the summer and beyond. Then again, I’ve never had a year starting off with such a hefty goal, so we’ll see how it pans out.
As for what I’ll be writing, that’s where the next adventure starts. I still have some February fanfic plans I need to fulfill, with Tilling Soil, Ragnarok, Ordinary Life, and Catharsis on the par. I also haven’t set up my March check sheet yet, so I’m not entirely sure what else is gonna be lined up next on that end aside from more Catharsis, a bit of Mothers, and likely some Reliability. There’s really never a shortage of fanfiction things to take care of.
The original end is where things are gonna get a bit more complicated. I’m genuinely at the end of the draft for This Broken Eternity. Yes, there are still things to fix, but I am itching to be writing some new original content. Last year, aside from some one shots, all my original work was in the realm of revising.
This year, I planned to mess with two original projects: Encoding and Fever. Fever is likely going to be my [Twelve Shots of Summer] entry (because I like making my life complicated), and Encoding is the project I had the full idea for first. Thus, it looks like March will be the month where I do the work to flesh out my outline for the story, then I dive into drafting it! It’s been so long since I started an original project that I’m a bit nervous, but I’m hoping I’ll get back into the vibe easily enough.
With everything going on here and with my other work, it looks like March is set to be a challenge, though in different ways than February. Still, I’m always a fan of seeing how I can settle down and make words come to life, so we’ll keep moving forward. What sort of goals do you have for February?